i am not worth her. i belong to nobody. i love her, she loves somebody else. she cries for him, i cry for her. she hates him, i love her. she knows, but im ugly. im not worth it. im not good enough. yet here i am, writing about her and much i wish i was handsome like him. im nothing but a fool, i know. she is nobody but a fool. i know. he is nobody but a fool. i know. my life is a joke. i wont ever find somebody. i wont ever love again. i am tired. i am going to live alone. forever.